I'm Sad
Tomorrow is going to be one of the most painful and difficult days that I will experience.
One of our family cats has cancer and needs to be put to sleep. The vet has decided to do this tmrw. I'm still in denial and shock. I am not ready for all these feelings that i am feeling and i am not ready for tomorrow.
We've known she has cancer for a month or so. In our way I think we all hoped that it would go away, knowing very well it wouldn't. But her conditioned has only worsened and she's all skinny and bones now and normally just sits in one place sleeping. I can't believe this is happening and i don't want her to go. She's been a part of our family for ten years. She is family. :(
I keep telling myself this is for the best and she won't be in any pain and will be in a better place but it's harder than i thought.
My sister and mom are going to take her to the vet tmrw. I don't have the courage to go with them :(
Has anyone else have had to put their cat to sleep? This has got to be one of the most difficult things any cat lover has to experience. Please remember me in your duas and please pray that I and my family will overcome this loss. JazakAllah.
One of our family cats has cancer and needs to be put to sleep. The vet has decided to do this tmrw. I'm still in denial and shock. I am not ready for all these feelings that i am feeling and i am not ready for tomorrow.
We've known she has cancer for a month or so. In our way I think we all hoped that it would go away, knowing very well it wouldn't. But her conditioned has only worsened and she's all skinny and bones now and normally just sits in one place sleeping. I can't believe this is happening and i don't want her to go. She's been a part of our family for ten years. She is family. :(
I keep telling myself this is for the best and she won't be in any pain and will be in a better place but it's harder than i thought.
My sister and mom are going to take her to the vet tmrw. I don't have the courage to go with them :(
Has anyone else have had to put their cat to sleep? This has got to be one of the most difficult things any cat lover has to experience. Please remember me in your duas and please pray that I and my family will overcome this loss. JazakAllah.



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So sorry to hear about your loss. I guess this is a late response. Hope you are feeling better. We had to do something similar last year for our cat who had cancer as well. It's a really hard thing to go through. I struggled with it also, but alhamdulilah it got better. Inshallah, may your pain ease as well. It's amazing how attached we can become to animals. I never would have thought it. Hang in there!
I started crying so much they all thought it was my cat, not just a stray!
I actually thought about taking it back home to let it live out the rest of it's life on the streets like it was used to, but I couldn't do that. And I couldn;t take him home cuz I have too many as it is. I felt so bad.
So I can just imagine what it feels when it's ur best friend. We all know it's for the best, but it's hard. When I came home from dropping off the stray, I just hugged Black Man (my kitty)for a long time, trying not to think of the day that I'm gonna make the same desicion 4 him.