Ive been in a tight bind lately. Its come down to me finding a paying job outside of my home once again. I feel a sense of reluctance in doing it because it would mean leaving my children at home, even part time, under the care of someone else.

I'm starting over again almost on my own. Meaning I am married but I have to do this so I can pay my rent and have basic things. Ya Allah! I dont know if I will be successful or not trying to juggle my family and a job, while maintaining the freedom I felt during the day.

Has anyone been at this crossroads like I have? Is there any decent part time jobs for Muslim mothers returning to work after such a long time? Any leads/advice would help.